What would you do if I...

[Sep. 3rd, 2005|09:15 pm]

[	mood	\|	in love	]
[	music	\|	Saosin - Bury Your Head	]

!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!	[Sep. 3rd, 2005\|09:02 pm]
So like I have not updated in like 3 or 4 months...lol. But yea I nolonger like paige I like some one better. But yea I'm out.
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(no subject)	[Apr. 24th, 2005\|01:01 am]
The Show Was Awesome Well we did great. All of the bands were good. It was cool being on stage for the first time. We had 49 people come see us play, and we made $107!!! It was cool. Listen for our next show. Later Days!
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Hey!	[Apr. 23rd, 2005\|04:44 pm]
Come one, come all to the Before Flight show tonight at Fuel!!! If not then ok.
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As I Progress

[Apr. 7th, 2005|09:14 pm]

[	mood	\|	Progressing	]
[	music	\|	Copeland - California	]

WOOOOOOOOO...OOOOOOOOO!!!

I <3 Paige

Well today I did something crazy. I gave the song I wrote about Paige to Paige. She told me that she really liked it so now I am so freaking happy! Sexy Sam, I am progressing with it so ha ha ha. But yeah...I am excited. But today was good. Mainly because of that...and the fact that when I got home I slept for like 2 hours (that was so delightful). Then I went to watch the under studies do the Summons of Sariel. It was good. Tomorrow the jazz band is going to the May Center to play for people. I dont know who for. So today was excellent. Wooo Wooo!!!!!!!!! And oh yeah today I huged Paige a lot. Mmmmmmmm good. lol. Well later days!

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[Apr. 5th, 2005|11:07 pm]

[

mood

This guy is pimp!

]

I am just in it for the mood guy.

[Apr. 4th, 2005|10:09 pm]

[	mood	\|	Pissed @ Sam	]
[	music	\|	Unwritten Law - Rest of My Life	]

Three names you go by:
1. Jacob
2. Smalls
3. Jake

Three screen names you have had:
1. Yomomma076
2. Fight Big G
3. Smalls654

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. Face
2. Hair
3. The kicksatnd...lol!

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. Butt
2. ...
3. ....

Three parts of your heritage:
1. Irish!!!
2. German!!! Hail Hitler!!!
3. Scottish!!!

Three things that scare you:
1. Gay's
2. Clowns
3. Matts older sister. (The S#$% Demon.)

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Clothes
2. Music
3. Cell Phone

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Shirt
2. Shorts
3. Socks

Three of your favorite bands or musical artists (at the moment):
1. Emery
2. Thrice
3. Foo Fighters

Three of your favorite songs (at the moment):
1. Everlong - Foo Fighters
2. Anthem of Our Dying Day - Story of the Year
3. Here With Me - The Finalist

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. Someone who feels the same way.
2. Passion
3. Making Out

Two truths and a lie (in no particular order):
1. I told my Mom that I was going to eat with Robert and I went with Matt instead.
2. I am so freaking short.
3. I love Paige.

Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:
1. Nice Hair
2. Clean Mouth
3. Around My Height
Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Playing Guitar
2. Playing Video Games
3. Playing My Alto

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. Sleep
2. Think About Paige
3. Die.......Just Kidding!

Three careers you're considering:
1. Video Game Designer
2. Anything in These 2 Fields.
3. Archeologist

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. New Zealand
2. Ireland
3. Canada

Three kids' names:
1. Whatever my wife wants.
2. " " " "
3. " " " "

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Make a Video Game
2. Get Laid by 3 hot chicks...not! Got around the world.
3. Anything With Paige

Three ways I am stereotypically a boy:
1. I have a penis.
2. Love Video Games.
3. Love girls.

Three ways I am stereotypically a chick:
1. IDK
2. IDK
3. Roses rule.

Three celeb crushes:
1.
2. Screw Celebs!!!
3.

Three people who have to take this quiz now:
1. Biggs
2. Holly
3. Sarah
*you guys better do it!

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Porque

[Apr. 4th, 2005|10:08 pm]

[	mood	\|	WTF is that guy doing?	]
[	music	\|	Thrice - Silhouette	]

|Why is it that when I care for someone, they never care for me?|

Well today was just dandy. In Chem. we took notes for our test on Wed., the same day as the vocb. quiz in English. AHHHHHHH!!!!! In 4th peirod/advisory we got our schedual- form-thing-a-ma-jig. Next year I am screwed, but that is how I want it. Maybe I will get lucky and have Paige in a few classes. Maybe. I can't wait for summer, cause I get a job working at the new high school. Oh yeah! NOT!!! I can't stop thinkg of Paige. She is always on my mind. I cant seem to get her out. It reminds me of some stupid country song where the boy likes the girl but he wants her out of his head, so he kills himself, then the girl wishes they were together, but it is to late so she kills herself. Thats weird, sad, funny and touching all at once. I love Paige!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so boared right now. But oh well. Lindsey won her pagent this weekend so good for her. Well I got to go. Later days!

I <3 Paige x one infinite.

[Apr. 1st, 2005|04:10 pm]

[	mood	\|	Lubin' Up	]
[	music	\|	Jet - Look What You've Done	]

Hey. Well my plans backfired cause I forgot to remember that Paige was in track, and that they had a meet today. But oh well. Maybe sometime. She is wonderful. well later days.

(no subject)	[Mar. 31st, 2005\|10:19 pm]
\|Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone.\|
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[Mar. 31st, 2005|10:14 pm]

[

mood

weird

]

my new song i am working on, you steal it you die!!!!!!!

Key:
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-[ ] means screams.-
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[I drive my spike through your heart, but you don’t feel it.
I want you dead so bad, but you keep surviving.
Why wont you die, please tell me?]

I can’t get you out of my life, so why cant I end yours?
Why do I always have to end mine?

My blood is all over the floor, I wish it was yours.
Get down and clean it up, before I shed more!

My minds out of socket, and I cant put it back.
My heart keeps falling through the cracks.

[I drive my spike through your heart, but you don’t feel it.
I want you dead so bad, but you keep surviving.
Why wont you die, please tell me?
Why do my plans backfire, and always fall back on me?]

Hopeless Love

[Mar. 29th, 2005|10:02 pm]

[

mood

In love!!!

]

- Hopeless Love -

V 1
Is there nothing I can do,
To draw you close to me?

What does it take,
For me to be with you?

I’d go so far to please you
But I bet you wouldn’t care at all

Why don’t you care at all?

C
I’m sorry,
But I can’t forget the way I feel
Every time you’re here.

I’m dieing for a place in your heart,
And I come with arms wide open,
But all you do is push away. [Push Away]

V 2
All I want to do,
Is get you out of my head.

But I would have to kill myself to do that,
But not even that would work.

You are my soul mate,
But I am the only one who can see this.

How can you do this to me?

C
I’m sorry,
But I can’t forget the way I feel
Every time you’re here.

I’m dieing for a place in your heart,
And I come with arms wide open,
But all you do is push away. [Push Away]
V 3
Nothing anyone says
Will stop my feelings

I wish I could put them to sleep,
But there on the strongest medicine.

Sometimes I wish
We could be closer.

But why do you always say no?

V 4
I wish you felt the same,
But all you do is reject,

But if you ever need anything,
I’ll be there for you.

I have no more questions,
Except…

Why?

C
I’m sorry,
But I can’t forget the way I feel
Every time you’re here.

I’m dieing for a place in your heart,
And I come with arms wide open,
But all you do is push away. [Push Away]

B
Everyone tells me this is hopeless
But I just say Hopeless Love,

My love may be hopeless
But I will still fight

And get to you
Even if all you do is push away.

I hope someday
My dream will come true,

But as for now my love is hopeless,
Hopeless Love.

[Instrumental]

C
I’m sorry,
But I can’t forget the way I feel
Every time you’re here.

I’m dieing for a place in your heart,
And I come with arms wide open,
But all you do is push away. [Push Away]

V 5
Just remember that you will always be loved.
Even though you look at me like I’m no there,

But when I look at you its like
You are the only one there

Shining with beauty.
I keep falling short at your grasp.

I’ve wasted more time,
Dreaming than living

I’ve wasted more time…

Dreaming.

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[Mar. 28th, 2005|11:08 pm]

[	mood	\|	and in love!!!	]
[	music	\|	311 - Love Song	]

Me Love You Long Time by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	Soulmates
Your meeting was by	Destiny
They are your	Strength
You are their	Best friend
Your love will	Be unconditional

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Unconditional - Without conditions or limitations; absolute.

I love it.

Later Days!

- - - P to the S - - -

I <3 Paige

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Love and despair.

[Mar. 28th, 2005|10:49 pm]

[	mood	\|	and in love, and pissed off.	]
[	music	\|	Lost Prophets - Start Something	]

Hey guys! I am finally taking a steo forward. I asked Paige if she wanted to go to the movies or something this weekend and she said, "Ya i'll see." So now it is up to her parents so yay for me. She is so wonderful, I am glad she wants to do something with me. But on another note... This past break everything bad that could have happened did. First my mom found out about the game I rented that is 24 days old. (I still have it. LOL!) Now I own them $30 and I owe Travis $50. Travis just wait please. Then to top it all off *Before Filght* was practiceing, yay, until it happened. I tripped over B*RAD's guitar strap( on accident )and it fell over. B*RAD I am so sorry. Then we went to my grandparents church for Easter to supprise them. It was fun, until I saw my little cousin Ashlee. Blah blah blah. But then it all got better on the way home when I aksed Paige is she wanted to do something. Now I can only hope for the best. Later Days!!!

- - - P to the S - - -

I <3 Paige

[Mar. 24th, 2005|10:22 pm]

[	mood	\|	and in love	]
[	music	\|	Pick Up The Pieces	]

Hi. I am so freaking bored!!! Cloud IX always does crap without me and it pisses me off.!!! I want to do something but no one ever asks me. I ask them and they say no. BITCHES. Well thats is all. Later Days.

- - - P to the S - - -

I <3 Paige

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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|10:12 pm]

[	mood	\|	Still in love!!!	]
[	music	\|	Thrice - Paper Tigers	]

~May you live as long as you want . And never want as long as you live.~

I am still in love with the same person. So now I am writing a song about it! Woooooooo.

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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|10:09 pm]

[	mood	\|	In love!!!	]
[	music	\|	Thrice - Stare at the Sun	]

Four Infinity Reference speakers-$200
One Alpine V-Power series amp-$142
One Infinity BassLink sub-$300
Having your balls massaged by your sound system while you drive around-PRICELESS